Sunday, September 19, 2004

Loneliness

Well, I have made it through the first day without my husband. He's away, at the corporate office in DC. He'll be gone through Friday afternoon. It's just incredibly lonely when it's just me and the cats. Can't imagine what it would be like without them. I have depended on my husband so much during this past year that it just doesn't feel right when he isn't here. I'm upset that I will likely ovulate while he is gone, so we'll have to wait another full month before we get a positive pregnancy test. More than that, I'm upset at the thought of how tired I am going to be on Friday. When my husband isn't here, I don't sleep. At least, not continuously and not soundly. But I think the thing that is the most upsetting is being without the sound of his voice, his laugh...the sound of his breathing beside me at night...the beat of his heart when he wraps his arms around me. The worst part about him being away is that he isn't here.

Is it Friday yet?

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Comments about my post, "Loneliness":

Hey... Just be glad your husband won't be gone for 9 months...

I still have 3 weeks til mine comes home.

[ Permalink ] posted by Anonymous : 8:37 PM

Oh... and that was me... Tarri :)

[ Permalink ] posted by Anonymous : 8:37 PM