I'll believe it *IF* I see it
Well, here I am. At the start of an agonizing "two week" wait. Last month my two week wait, after late ovulation, lasted all of 9 days before my period came with a raging vengeance 3 days early. So, this month, with ovulation on cd20, I have no idea when to expect anything.
I think that is one thing that the journey I've embarked on this year has taught me: count on nothing. Positive HPT? So what! Bleeding during pregnancy? Your baby is fine, you're just a bleeder. No more bleeding? Not really a good thing; your baby is dead. Late ovulation? No worries, you'll get your period early anyway.
So it is with great fear that I wait for my period. Because even if it doesn't come, it doesn't mean I'll have a baby. THAT is something I won't put any faith in until the last possible minute (like maybe when my husband is trying not to pass out while cutting the umbilical cord).
