The Pattern Holds
Things have finally been made clear to me. My husband finally convinced me to test again this morning. It was positive before I could even look at the clock to start timing the test. My husband, when I told him, said "and you're starting to glow again!" I laughed and said, "No, honey, that's a smile. You just haven't seen one of those on my face in a LONG time."
Now, please, don't congratulate me. If you know anything about my history, you know that I don't make it through the first trimester. Maybe this time will be different. But at least I know I'm that much closer. I'll either have a baby, or I'll see an RE who will help me have a baby.
I told my mom. She's worried because of the implantation bleed. Because I had that with my first pregnancy and we all know what a disaster that was. Scott and I are nervous about that too.
So, now I'm waiting for the doctor's callback. I called an hour ago and the nurse is supposed to call me back. Can't they just be immediate? I mean, seriously! Don't they realize how impatient I am???
