Sunday, February 13, 2005
Another day, another anniversary
One year ago today I was at my OB's office waiting for an ultrasound. The suspicious bleeding of unkown origin had been gone for just over 2 weeks. At 10 weeks I thought I was going to actually see my baby and get printed pictures. Instead, I was informed that my baby had died. That it appeared that he or she may have died as much as two weeks before the ultrasound.
Yet another day when I feel the deep need to apologize to my baby. My baby who would have been 5 months old now. While I will never have that child, I can only hope that as we move through the next several weeks, we will be able to find some way for his/her siblings to be born.
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