Sunday, February 06, 2005
What might have been
Today is the due date of my second pregnancy. I find myself contemplating what I might have been doing today. Would I be in the hospital agonizingly trying to deliver my child? Would I be out on a normal day, praying for labor to begin? Would I be lying in a hospital bed cuddling my new born son or daughter? Or would I be at home already caring for my child?
So to my baby I have to say that I'm sorry. So sorry that my body couldn't take it. That I couldn't have kept you long enough to tell you "Happy Birthday!" All I can do is sleep. And dream about what might have been.
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