Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Over before it began

I just got an email from M. We won't be going through a surrogacy with them. She lives in the Texas. We live in New York. We had been talking about meeting...but just figuring out the scheduling for that has been difficult between her having kids in school, me having the lowercase... She and her husband have been talking and it's just something that they think would be prohibitive to the kind of closeness that they (and we) want.

I don't know how I feel. I understand. And I guess I kind of expected it all along. I mean, come on...she was too perfect for it...NICU nurse, a Christian, someone I felt comfortable trusting. But...

Where do I go from here? How do I move on?

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Comments about my post, "Over before it began":

Oh no. I'm so sorry. Give yourself time to grieve before you do anything else.

[ Permalink ] posted by electriclady : 11:31 AM

I'm so sorry...I wish there was more I could say or do to help ease the pain somewhat.

Wishing you luck as you figure out where to go from here.

[ Permalink ] posted by Anonymous : 1:45 PM

Oh shit. I'm sorry.

[ Permalink ] posted by Anonymous : 6:43 AM

Oh man...was coming by to see how things were progressing. I'm a longtime reader and am so bummed for you. I really hope it all works out somehow...

[ Permalink ] posted by Anonymous : 4:38 PM